{"id":33591,"date":"2021-02-24T11:27:15","date_gmt":"2021-02-24T09:27:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/?p=33591"},"modified":"2021-02-24T11:27:19","modified_gmt":"2021-02-24T09:27:19","slug":"jag-har-ingen-pappa-langre","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/jag-har-ingen-pappa-langre\/","title":{"rendered":"Jag har ingen pappa l\u00e4ngre"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong><em>Skrev ig\u00e5r i chocktillst\u00e5nd:<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jag kanske raderar detta senare. Jag \u00e4r i chock. Som ni kanske vet s\u00e5 \u00e4r jag inte bra p\u00e5 att h\u00e5lla saker inom mig.<br>Min \u00e4lskade \u00e4lskade \u00e4lskade pappa dog pl\u00f6tsligt idag. Han var ute med hunden och f\u00f6ll ihop och sedan var han borta.<br>Jag hyperventilerar. Det skulle inte g\u00e5 s\u00e5 h\u00e4r. Han var 70+ och frisk och kry och varken r\u00f6kte eller drack och han motionerade varje dag. Han var som 55.<br>Jag \u00e4r f\u00f6rkrossad.<br>Jag var p\u00e5 jobbet n\u00e4r min syster ringde. Tragikomiskt nog slutf\u00f6rde jag min p\u00e5g\u00e5ende arbetsuppgift (arbetsmoral \u00e4rvd efter min fantastiska far) innan jag sa att jag m\u00e5ste g\u00e5 hem. Och jag hann st\u00e4nga ytterd\u00f6rren bakom mig hemma innan jag fullst\u00e4ndigt br\u00f6t ihop.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jag har haft v\u00e4rldens b\u00e4sta pappa och det enda som \u201dtr\u00f6star\u201d \u00e4r att jag vet att han visste om det. Jag har alltid varit \u201doutspoken\u201d och jag skrev ett meddelande f\u00f6r bara n\u00e5gra veckor sedan d\u00e4r jag sa n\u00e5t i stil med \u201dtack f\u00f6r att du alltid har varit en bra far\u201d.<br>Han svarade och l\u00e4t s\u00e5 \u201dn\u00f6jd\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fy farao vad hemskt. (T\u00e4nkte skriva f*n men min far gillade inte svordomar.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>V\u00e4rldens b\u00e4sta b\u00e4sta b\u00e4sta pappa.<br>Det skulle inte bli s\u00e5 h\u00e4r. Inte just nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sn\u00e4lla, ber\u00e4tta f\u00f6r era n\u00e4ra och k\u00e4ra vad de betyder f\u00f6r er. Bara g\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jag tar nu time out fr\u00e5n allt och s\u00e4tter mig p\u00e5 ett t\u00e5g till min mor i Lahtis. Familjen framf\u00f6r allt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Min fantastiska pappa \u00e4r borta. Jag kan inte f\u00f6rst\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"958\" src=\"https:\/\/media1.kimdacosta.com\/2021\/02\/9F6A7697-1274-4832-80E9-03C51245DA21-1024x958.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33592\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/9F6A7697-1274-4832-80E9-03C51245DA21-1024x958.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/9F6A7697-1274-4832-80E9-03C51245DA21-300x281.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/9F6A7697-1274-4832-80E9-03C51245DA21-768x719.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/9F6A7697-1274-4832-80E9-03C51245DA21-1200x1123.jpeg 1200w, https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/9F6A7697-1274-4832-80E9-03C51245DA21.jpeg 1242w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 1362px) 62vw, 840px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Skrev ig\u00e5r i chocktillst\u00e5nd: Jag kanske raderar detta senare. Jag \u00e4r i chock. Som ni kanske vet s\u00e5 \u00e4r jag inte bra p\u00e5 att h\u00e5lla saker inom mig.Min \u00e4lskade \u00e4lskade \u00e4lskade pappa dog pl\u00f6tsligt idag. Han var ute med hunden och f\u00f6ll ihop och sedan var han borta.Jag hyperventilerar. Det skulle inte g\u00e5 s\u00e5 h\u00e4r. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/jag-har-ingen-pappa-langre\/\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> \u201dJag har ingen pappa l\u00e4ngre\u201d<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[175,206],"class_list":["post-33591","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personligt","tag-doden","tag-familjart"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33591","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33591"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33591\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":33593,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33591\/revisions\/33593"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33591"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33591"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33591"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}