{"id":31910,"date":"2019-06-27T23:08:11","date_gmt":"2019-06-27T20:08:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kimmdacosta.com\/?p=31910"},"modified":"2019-06-27T23:08:11","modified_gmt":"2019-06-27T20:08:11","slug":"tacksam-judebog","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/?p=31910","title":{"rendered":"Tacksam judeb\u00f6g"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"alignleft is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/media1.kimdacosta.com\/2019\/06\/Ska\u0308rmavbild-2019-06-27-kl.-22.46.56.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-31911\" width=\"299\" height=\"299\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/Ska\u0308rmavbild-2019-06-27-kl.-22.46.56.png 597w, https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/Ska\u0308rmavbild-2019-06-27-kl.-22.46.56-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/Ska\u0308rmavbild-2019-06-27-kl.-22.46.56-150x150.png 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 299px) 85vw, 299px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>I s\u00e4songens sista diskussionsgrupp i gruppterapin sa jag n\u00e4r det var min muntur: &#8221;Nu n\u00e4r det \u00e4r pridevecka och allt, l\u00e5t mig ber\u00e4tta lite om homosexualitet. Jag kallar mig i och f\u00f6r sig hellre homoemotionell eftersom jag blev f\u00f6rtjust i m\u00e4nniskor av samma k\u00f6n innan jag ens visste vad sex var f\u00f6r n\u00e5gonting.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Och jag ber\u00e4ttade om hur jag n\u00e4r jag ser en vacker kvinna ser att &#8221;jaha, d\u00e4r \u00e4r en vacker, elegant lady&#8221; men att &#8221;jag k\u00e4nner inte det d\u00e4r &#8217;mmph!'&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jag f\u00f6rklarade vidare: &#8221;Det d\u00e4r &#8217;mmph!&#8217; infinner sig bara i s\u00e4llskap av vissa &#8211; f\u00e5 &#8211; karlar. Jag kan sitta p\u00e5 bussen och en attraktiv herre s\u00e4tter sig bredvid mig och hans l\u00e5r snuddar mitt och jag k\u00e4nner ett s\u00e5nt d\u00e4r energif\u00e4lt. Eller som ig\u00e5r, n\u00e4r en man lade sin arm om mig, s\u00e5 k\u00e4nde jag dessa speciella vibrationer skjuta fr\u00e5n hans kropp och sj\u00e4l och in i mig.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>En &#8217;medpatient&#8217; svarade: &#8221;Ja du, det d\u00e4r har ju m\u00e5ngen poet f\u00f6rs\u00f6kt s\u00e4tta ord p\u00e5 och jag tycker att du lyckades riktigt bra.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jag avslutade s\u00e5 klart min utl\u00e4ggning med att s\u00e4ga att detta \u00e4r en Skaparens g\u00e5va &#8211; att man kan K\u00c4NNA och f\u00f6r\u00e4lska sig &#8211; och ingenting man kan g\u00f6ra n\u00e5gonting \u00e5t. Och ingenting man ens b\u00f6r f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka g\u00f6ra n\u00e5gonting \u00e5t. Bara att tacka och ta emot.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Handledarna log och nickade och antecknade frenetiskt i sina anteckningsblock.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I s\u00e4songens sista diskussionsgrupp i gruppterapin sa jag n\u00e4r det var min muntur: &#8221;Nu n\u00e4r det \u00e4r pridevecka och allt, l\u00e5t mig ber\u00e4tta lite om homosexualitet. 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