{"id":16789,"date":"2006-11-13T13:01:44","date_gmt":"2006-11-13T11:01:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kimmilrell.se\/?p=16789"},"modified":"2006-11-13T13:01:44","modified_gmt":"2006-11-13T11:01:44","slug":"gubben-i-mig-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/?p=16789","title":{"rendered":"Gubben i mig"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ibland g\u00f6r man saker som f\u00e5r en sj\u00e4lv att reagera. Som alldeles nyss, p\u00e5 jobbet. Jag skulle se vad det stod p\u00e5 en lapp upph\u00e4ngd p\u00e5 v\u00e4ggen tre meter fr\u00e5n mig men kunde inte tyda bokst\u00e4verna. D\u00e4rav str\u00e4ckte jag mig efter glas\u00f6gonen som l\u00e5g p\u00e5 bordet framf\u00f6r mig, tog inte p\u00e5 mig dem utan bara tittade genom dem p\u00e5 ett s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r gubbtantss\u00e4tt, l\u00e4ste och lade ner dem igen. K\u00e4nde mig pl\u00f6tsligt v\u00e4ldigt gammal och skruttig. \u00c4r det rimligt? Min \u00e5ldersnoja f\u00f6rsvann n\u00e4r jag fyllde 30. 25 var v\u00e4rst. Efter 30 har det bara blivit b\u00e4ttre. 40 kanske inte \u00e4r lika med d\u00f6den trots allt. Jag har v\u00e4nner som klivit \u00f6ver 40-gr\u00e4nsen och de \u00e4r fortfarande alive and kicking. Kanske mer s\u00e5 \u00e4n n\u00e5gonsin tidigare.<\/h3>\n

N\u00e5v\u00e4l. Jag k\u00e4mpar med att leva i nuet. Att njuta nu – av det som faktiskt \u00e4r. N\u00e5gonting annat kanske inte ens kommer och det vore v\u00e4l synd p\u00e5 s\u00e5 rara \u00e4rtor att inte ha tagit tillvara det man blev erbjuden!? En d\u00f6dssynd rent av.
\nEnjoy life,
\nGubb-K<\/h3>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ibland g\u00f6r man saker som f\u00e5r en sj\u00e4lv att reagera. Som alldeles nyss, p\u00e5 jobbet. Jag skulle se vad det stod p\u00e5 en lapp upph\u00e4ngd p\u00e5 v\u00e4ggen tre meter fr\u00e5n mig men kunde inte tyda bokst\u00e4verna. D\u00e4rav str\u00e4ckte jag mig efter glas\u00f6gonen som l\u00e5g p\u00e5 bordet framf\u00f6r mig, tog inte p\u00e5 mig dem utan bara … Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa \u201dGubben i mig\u201d<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[40],"tags":[77,236],"class_list":["post-16789","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-privat","tag-alderdom","tag-glasogon"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16789","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16789"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16789\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16789"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16789"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16789"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}