{"id":16460,"date":"2007-10-25T20:32:18","date_gmt":"2007-10-25T18:32:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kimmilrell.se\/?p=16460"},"modified":"2007-10-25T20:32:18","modified_gmt":"2007-10-25T18:32:18","slug":"hata-mig-inte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/hata-mig-inte\/","title":{"rendered":"Hata mig inte"},"content":{"rendered":"

Jag har f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt att jag \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r att n\u00e5gon ska tycka illa om mig. Fr\u00e4mst kanske f\u00f6r att jag ser mig sj\u00e4lv som s\u00e5 himla harml\u00f6s att jag inte vet vad exakt man skulle ogilla.<\/span><\/h3>\n

Hursomhelst. Jag fick f\u00f6rra veckan f\u00f6r mig att en kvinna i mitt hus hatar mig. Om man m\u00f6ts p\u00e5 g\u00e5rden och den ena parten tittar bort just n\u00e4r man passerar varandra \u00e4r det ju l\u00e4tt att tolka det s\u00e5. Framf\u00f6rallt om samma m\u00e4nniska dagen innan i porten ytterst motvilligt h\u00e4lsade tillbaka n\u00e4r jag kvittrade \u201chej hej\u201d.
\nIdag ins\u00e5g jag dock till min enorma gl\u00e4dje att det inte \u00e4r mig hon hatar. Hon hatar alla. Kanske mest sig sj\u00e4lv och sitt liv. Tysken och jag m\u00f6tte henne i porten och han kommenterade hennes nedv\u00e4rderande blick s\u00e5 fort vi kom ut. N\u00e4r vi sedan satt i bilen hade jag sv\u00e5rt att sl\u00e4ppa \u00e4mnet. Pl\u00f6tsligt kom jag p\u00e5 att eftersom hon var otrevlig mot honom innan<\/em> hon s\u00e5g mig kan det ju inte vara mig hon ogillar.
\nMen visst; jag m\u00e5ste l\u00e4ra mig att leva med att alla inte \u00e4lskar mig. Att vissa faktiskt kan k\u00e4nna rent hat mot mig (men d\u00e5 kan de ta mig tusan inte k\u00e4nna mig\u2026).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag har f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt att jag \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r att n\u00e5gon ska tycka illa om mig. Fr\u00e4mst kanske f\u00f6r att jag ser mig sj\u00e4lv som s\u00e5 himla harml\u00f6s att jag inte vet vad exakt man skulle ogilla. Hursomhelst. Jag fick f\u00f6rra veckan f\u00f6r mig att en kvinna i mitt hus hatar mig. Om man m\u00f6ts … Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa \u201dHata mig inte\u201d<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[40],"tags":[87,162],"class_list":["post-16460","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-privat","tag-angest","tag-deep-thoughts"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16460","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16460"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16460\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16460"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16460"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kimdacosta.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16460"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}